sis, tze tze, xmy, xmy's friend and i went to sph to pack stuffs for the tsunami victims. there're lots of clothes and food to pack. the people there were amiable. they even provided us with free lunch. i'm guilty to say that i'd only packed for an hour plus and i was panting! but that's partly because i was squatting and standing up simultaneously for the past hour. it's really tiring, but a meaningful way of spending my new year's eve. =D

MeRrY cHRisTmAs '04!

i went out with jan, yh, xx, py and hy today. we went to bugis. it's the third time i've been there this week. i went to check out if i was shortlisted at seiyu. it's quite a pity because they wouldn't hire anybody who only want to work until end of the month. xx and i saw yaling there too. she had wanted to find a job. i went to several places, but none wanted to hire me. the aunties at seiyu might have thought i was playing. never mind. i think it's quite useless to find a job now. but i had still hoped to find one.

after that, we went to yh's ah-gong's house to look at a dog. that dog is cute, snowy white and so furry. it kept lying down on the floor and stared into blank space. it looked like tl. =P uh-oh. but the dog's really really cute.

I finished reading the book which Zhang Xiao Xian wrote. It's really sad. I really feel like crying after finish reading the whole book. Love always manages to touches people.

Shen Yu decides to leave Weng Xin Liang. She found back her true self and gives her blessings to Weng Xin Liang and Hu Xiao Die. There's this statement in this book, which depicts that women with strong character will always lose in a relationship. Guys always go back to women who are weak and needs protection. At least, Shen Yu hasn't hurt anyone by not going into a relationship with someone she has never love. Weng Xin Liang is a pathetic character. To love and to be loved so tortorously. He doesn't want to make any decisions, and thus, he can't get his true love. By the time he discovers who he really loves, the girl has already decided to leave him. It doesn't matter anymore...

=( The book doesn't have a happy ending. Nobody gets what they really wanted. But that's what I like, because in true life, you can't get everything you want.

i had finished watching polar express. it's quite nice. xmy said it's ok. maybe because there's nothing really exciting, but it teaches morals. i like the part where the boy asked the girl if she was sure about the thing she was doing. the girl lacks confidence and keeps hesitating, only to discover that she has missed the chance. i always thought that women who are confident are the most beautiful. it's a character trait i know i would never have. how i envy them...

it's a pity shuying cannot join us. nevertheless, it's fantastic to meet up with primary school friends without feeling awkward. =)